Monday; cause you are still my everything to me
Finally had a heart to heart talk. It made me realized that love is when one happiness is essential to your own. How true.
Me: If you were to choose again, will you still choose to love me after everything?
You: Yes, I still would.
Tears rolled down. I understand everything fully. We does. But at least, you promised, I still have you. HAHA. & you are proud of me huh. I must be happy. Because it's your wish.
THANK YOU for being who you are
THANK YOU for everything & everything.
THANK YOU for being there for me for the past few years
THANK YOU for constantly telling me I can do it
THANK YOU for your unconditional love.
我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你 (:
J + J = Yesterday's Memories (:
I know I have been MIA-ing this week.
I must remember to bring money to school.
I must remember to get Perry Shirts for girlies.
I must remember to get my moisturizer.
I must remember to call my parents.
I woke up at 10am today & have my bf! HAHA. So not me right. Whee, I wrote another letter. Kay, I made some of you guys worry yesterday, I'b fine.
Went home early yesterday from FYP because I've got flu & headache ;( thou I have not recover yet, but I will la.
& yea, to Niki, just tolerate & smile this semester (: I'll be there for you.
Sometimes I just hope some smart ass can be kinder with their words? Why not say it to me? Repeat the words infront of my face? If you dare to (: Rather than looking down when I stare? HAHA.
Well, I am going out now ;( yes, I still feel very sick, hope will have lighter meals tonight.
Have a great weekends everyone!
I don't think I have the chance to listen to the new compose song anymore.
Goodbye my love.
Things to be done:
FYP stuff
Major update
Badminton next week
Jap food next week
Make bento set for clique soon :D
Monday; No longer waiting (:
Miao: When you are giving up, know the reasons for you holding on so long.
Me: If there's no reason to hold on, giving up is the best option.
WHOO~
Thanks Niki for accompanying me to school on SUNDAY. Who says there's no school for me on sunday? HAHA. I watch Love Happens & I SLEPT? You see how tired I am?
I reached home ard evening & I rest on my bed thinking to get dinner later on.
I ACTUALLY FELL ASLEEP UNTIL THIS MORNINGGGG CAN????
WTF.
Don't say apply toner, I didn't even remove my make up! WTF. DIE. Slap myself* I didn't update log book & watch "Secret" for the 5th time in my life? SLAP MYSELF* oh-me-gosh. & I only replied important msg(es) the next morning which I feel quite bad ;(
& yes, my HP flew/dropped/hit/ for the 7th time for the last few weeks? & yes, today I was swinging my HP & IT FLEW ;S Time to get a new one I guess (: Was thinking about red voda phone. The price was alright, but must wait until my Mum comes back.
Anw, I had asked about the Thailand trip (:
I told my Mum it's very very extremely educational & ok, they agreed. WHAHAHA. Provided my supervisor allow* Prays hard* Please* I want to sleep w Miao & Niki, I promise I will keep my things properly. HAHA. *bite lower lips*
I want buy jersey there leh (: & omg, barangs barangs too. I sure bring my red luaggage.
I am a lil gila today ah! But I be alright. heehee.
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4 more weeks to end of fyp. & I be waiting for twi holidays!
Day 6 & I am still waiting (:
Rest assure I will come back for a major update luh, because I am really busy with school. Omgosh, when is my last hot date? last movie? last pool session? last kbox session?
GRRSSS*
Catch " My girlfriend is an agent" today! Not bad. I want to watch alot of movieee lately :D Went for shopping again.
Actually you don't need to read my blog to judge who I am, because by judging me base on my blog, it's not a wise thing to do. HAHA.
Took some pictures on J lappy when I am home. He scolded me for wearing contacts ;(
Last week had this conversation.
Miao: The Haru Haru means Big brother ah?
Me: You mean it's by Big Bang?
Me & Niki looked at each other* LOL.
Thanks clique for waiting for me to end my day yesterday & we cabbed down to pizzahut. It was raininggggg so heavily. Pizzahut service improved! But 2 girls from the next table were staring but it's okay. Get use to it?
Sharon called me. Because I really don't have time to call her. & she told me she's reading & learning to become a better mother of mine? Try to understand me more. & yea, I told her say not bad, at least she now know she must treat me better. LOL. LOL.
We talked. & she made me understand that I should love myself. So that I can love people around me.
I saw alicia today. She was going Rebel luh. HAHA, & I told her I always miss Dear's performance due to me oversleeping & omg, she says he already gotten use to it? Ok, I feel bad.
This lady kept spamming my mails everyday? Asking irrelavant questions & I need to show her all pictures of the bf shirt though I've provide pictures already? LOL. Maybe you think I have bad attitude but well, I've nth to say.
So I decide to ignore?
Pammy says I am lost. Because I don't know why I am doing the things I am doing.
Alright, I need a rest now ;( GOODNIGHT.
마주치지 말자; Lets Not
Don’t love someone like me again
Don’t make someone miss again
Meet someone who loves you that
They can’t go a day without you
Please
Even if we are ever to regret our breakup
I can’t do anything but give you our farewell
Don’t miss a foolish love that’s already passed
I hope that you’ll be happy (:
Credits: jpopasia.com
My blogsong! Nice & Touching! HAHA. I off my phone last night, didn't reply msg(es) because I don't want to talk to anybody. I am sorry for everything. I told clique I have prepared for the worst & they said I've not. But what can I do? LOL.
But at least I've tried.
Everything needs time. But at least you smile & laugh (: I understand, I really do. But I still love the way you explain things, to me.
Had a chat w Ada. I told her I will change for the better, I told her alot alot. I must be happy, because I have to. OKOK, at least I still have clique's company. HAHA.
& THANKS NIKI for accompanying me until 8pm today & not forgetting your mini blog post (: THANKS EVERYONE.
Madness, we took 200 pictures today! HAHA. STAY TUNE for our "Extreme Makeover".
& omg, I found out a shocking news related to me. Bloghopping is great uggh! LOL. Shocked & yes, still shocked.
I will change for the better. I knw you are linking everything related to us together, but it's killing me.
How would 24 November be?
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& I am really glad that you rmb the date because I forgot.
WHAHA, went to get dinner & I am queuing far back & this Cook actually lip read to me & yes, I got to cut queue & having bigger portion than others & HAVING EXTRA ingredients. WHEE! So the women infront of me was frowing. MUAHAHAHA. Happy Happy*
98 Degrees - The Hardest Thing lyrics
(Thanks for sending me this song)
I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
It's the hardest thing I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you
