Saturday; Good Girls Go Bad

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Reached home at near 5am ytd. Heart to Heart talk w Miao until 6am. When I woke up, Karina & PL went home already & okay, Mi@o is still sleeping now. Oh yea, I curled my hair ytd! TY orine. LOL. Pictures to be uploaded soon! So stay tune (:
Etude house nude lip sticks are sold out! TSK! Next week then got stocks ;(((
Going to meet love ones at noon & double date at evening *D & Dinner @ Mandai? ZOO? frowns* Then movie then maybe go see planes? Then home in the morning (:
Dear's dancing performance tmr & he helped me paid part of the tickets! <3
xoxo,
ssa
♡ 所有的感动
是安静的心动

Just don't want you to be alone, if possible.
I smiled to myself today. Since when was my last smile? A genuine smile (: & yea, dinner date on Saturday night! But only can choose Parkway, because Parking there is easier. Movie after that, maybe?
Today was my 1st day of work. In the past, I thought I can't clique w Karina, but we could! We laughed all the way to MRT today. LOL.
I called my Mum, because I have been MIA-ing. I admit. Because sometimes I just off my hp, or not picking up calls. OK, it caused a big misunderstandings with somebody too.
Mum: How's______?
Me: I feel like pointing middle fingers, what do you think?
Mum: Laughing*
& when I was about to rant to her, she said she was going SPA & hung up ;( Sometimes I wonder alot to myself. Really. Though My Mum is like a friend to me. Like once, I was tonning out & it was 7am, I haven't reach home!
Mum's msg: Hi, what time are you coming back?
=.=
But I am independent! YES I AM!
I called Joyce today & talk today. Saw Miao msg regarding other stuffs, but aye, as I said, no need to care about me anymore. Really. I don't deserve it. I had heart to heart talk with alot of friends today. I hope Bestie will feel better! I won't leave you like that, & I am happy I made her feel better (:
Because she needs me, I'll be there. I promised.
Promised for twinnies too!
Mrs Bian Bian: There are some issues I feel like talking, but well, I shall keep it to myself, because talking won't make any differences. Maybe wait till you cool down then we shall talk because I know you are still upset.
SundayLast minute outing. Dinner at Bugis w JJ & Clement. Then off to Changi, Crazy them drove to Old Changi Hospital & I freaked out. I didn't want to go down la. Then while was on highway, they kept competiting to overtake one another. Cousin & JJ went Punggol Park while Clement sent me home. Because I was really exhausted (:
Alright, maybe going eat Durian Next week!
xoxo,
ssa
Tmr " SIAO EH" aka partner is going to visit me at work! HAHA. I want fish n co. !
Ytd was chatting w Ben.
Me: Eh, tmr you see Joyce ask her call me!
Ben: She will call back one!
Me: She call 个屁~
Ben: Who is 个屁?
OMG
I laughed like shit.
♥
And not seeing that Loving you
Was what I am Trying to do
Caught this movie. Rated it 3.5 popcorns out of 5. Met Pammy @ Taka & everywhere was packed & yes, I am damn hungry can. Went in Fox & there's this 3 years old Cute baby kept running to me & pinching my tigh & _____.
Met nice people everywhere yesterday. Made my Day a Pleasant one!
☺ Found 2 seats at Foodcourt & this couple beside us offered to help us watch over our items while we go & get our lunch
☺Ordered Wedges Combo at Cathay, _____ asked us just take & go. TYVM!
☺Bought BodyCon dress @ Bugis, it was $25, but the sales girl charged me $20 because we started chatting & everything! LOL. Okay, I shall wait for her to add me in FB.
I SAW FAD luh! At Bugis Street! LOL. Toga dress is nice, but people like me can't wear. I rushed home to do my report & yes, I am still at home at 10pm. OMG. My Mum called at 10.30pm, Sis told her I went shopping. LMAO. But sis say I owe her a meal! TSK* & shit, I spoiled my Mum eyebrow pencil.
♛St. James


I looked chui. Because I rushed out of the house.
They waited for me at MRT. OK, my apologies for being late. & I forgot to bring my IC. WTFFFF. The bouncer don't want to let me in with my ez-link. Nabeh, & don't believe I am the girl on my tertiary card. & JJ made much phone calls for me. & I even tried the Member's lane also cannot.
wtf
& yes, in the end they managed to get me in. Posing as somebody's gf. wtf. Okay, whatever, I got in.
Anw, they opened 2 tables!

♥ Nude lips

Stella
She dance sexy aye!



Martell, Beer, Volka
No, I didn't drink much.
Because when I came back after dancing, my cousin was drunk.
She msg-ed me she was in the toilet, & I went to check on her, she pointed middle fingers on me. LOL. But when she drunk was damn funny. There's this live R21 show going on, infront of me somemore. ehems* ANW, I SAW SOMEBODY WHO LOOKS LIKE Hubby Jay! OMG. Dancing on stage somemore. OMG.
But I was running here & there. Stopping cousin from drinking & also going over to Clement's table to drink beer! BOTTOMS UP*

EDVIDENCE!

After dancing w them I went back to check on her. YAH, she was crazily smiling, hitting us & putting JJ cap on me. LOL. Poor me* & OMG, she go touch a girl hair. ANYHOW! & the Clement was drunk & he grabbed me & went around telling the whole world I am his best friend. OMG. He can't even stand still.
I love dancing! Really enjoyed ytd.



4am & I am still camwhoring at home.

I cabbed home, they stayed on. Because still have some parts left for my report, but somebody did my part for me already. ACT sia. LOL. Just kidding. OK. Partner, next year bdae I get you bbcream ok?
Prolly going again next week! Hope JJ can driveeeee us home. LOL. Anw, Friday may ask clique come my house eat steamboat & MJ on Friday night. Shall ask soon! LOL.
♥ FYP
Nothing went right. 1st, Miao com crash, so she spend her say at CHANGI repairing ;( & Joyce was Sick. & so I didn't went for NIki Concert, ok, I know she damn upset about it. & also, didn't went Zouk w karina because I am afraid it was awkard w her friend. lol. I also felt bad about it.

Cabbed to school because overslept. Slept at 3am the night before ;(









I looked chio. KEKEx.

I like this picture most. LOL.
Camwhored like Nobody Business! Because it's the last day & we don't know when we might be seeing each other. I mean Mun & Miao Miao especially. Aiya, I be seeing my partner next week. LOL.
Alright, for this 12 weeks, it's horrible. I mean, the workload. Actually I think my partner is nice, minusing the time he bin chao chao, his naggings, saying me BHB, being a woodblock & not answering questions I asked him. LOL.
12 weeks past so fast. & that marks the end of my poly life ;(
Okie Dokie. I am gonna update my Log book which I feels like crying & yay, going dim sum later on. Yes, somebody is picking us up!

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
♥,ssa
Thursday; Let the words remain unsaid
TMR IS THE LAST DAY OF FYP ;((kinda sad can, because I will miss school life!, peektures taking tmr!)Powerhouse on Sat? Maybe? Maybe not?
I am so exhausted already, because I washed my own shoe just now.
Pammy: Eh, after you changed a pair of shoe, where does the old one goes?
Me: I threw everytime cause it's dirty
Pammy: Horrified* You know can wash?
Me: Can wash one mehhhhh?
So I washed my shoe just now! I think it's abit soapy because I added 5 scoops of washing powder to one shoe ;( It may sounds retarded to you but but, since young I change my shoe after it's dirty.
& I shall go do my report now ;(
xoxo,
ssa
Sunday;
What do you do?
When the one thing you live for leaves you?
24th November 2009
;**(
See the Irony here?
Notice the Blue Tag on her hands? LOL. She didn't took it out & I laugh like shit I tell you. & actually don't want to remind her until dinner time, LOL. In the cab, she took it out.
Me: Eh, the tag looks damn small for your wrist leh!
Mi@o: I SHOW YOU! I can fit in!
Omg, & she puts back the Blue tag! LMAO.
But sad enough, she took it out at Niki House! Niki played "Stand By U" on her Piano that day before we cabbed down to Marina! Thanks for the Vitagen!
We had Seoul Garden w Mun, Karina & Partner.
My eyes can't open fully ;(
& it's sensitive to Sunlight
TY girlies! LOVE YOU GUYS!
Sakura Pink; (サクラ ピンク(ブラウン))
(^ O ^)
Pink Cherry Lens & Brown/Black edge!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
I WANT LEH!!!!!
Price was reasonable. But I don't think I can wear contacts for I don't know how long which is like, I won't go town area w specs. I rather die.
TY for all the concerns! That night was talking to Pammy, & I can't control & I cried. & when my tears contact with my wound, it hurtssssssssssss. HURTS! HURTS! & I see yellow secretions. & she was damn worried about me. Today called her. Had mini chat. It hurts me, hearing stuffs like ________.
Promise me not to be hot tempered anymore okay?
I 'll be fine (:
But thank god, K woke up from his coma after 1 day. Made me worried lor. & Don't be silly next time because you haven't treat me eat nice nice food.
I left 5 days in school ;( SAD!
Okay, I still have to wake up hourly everynight. Told friends I want a bf who can hug me to sleep, wakes me up every hour & maybe blow my eyes for me after putting eyedrops for me. OMGAWD. Damn sweet right. Okay, back to reality. LOL. I forgot who says the bf saliva will made me pop out 10 more ulcers in my eyes. LOL.
Had a heart to heart talk with my Sis. The last 2 words I mention was Fuck everything. & she says I should feel fortunate because our parents are consider nice. Which I agreed. Because at least I got basic respect, got the freedom I want, got to choose what I want to be.
Alright, I shall go do my work ;(
Goodnight.
