Finally talked it out with baby. Is everything fine?


LOL, not really. But at least I know (& the whole world) knows we love one another alot. But he said he will be with me, be my bestfriends and guide me and still love & protect me. Thats enough for me. He is my best boyfriend ever. The previous ones can go eat shit i swear.


I am doing 100 things for the 1 mistake I done to him 6 months ago.


I did something which even I, me & myself can't forgive myself up till now. & yet, he still hold me tight & promised to forget the issue. I am really very very touched by him. Cause if you know the truth, you will judged me, I swear you would C: & even things like that happened, he still cover blanket for me before he went off and hugged me.


I can go fug myself.

First one is an poor asshole while second one is a no ballers (okay please don't kill me mik).


He hugged me today and I broke down. & I realised Love is when you let the other half go and he/she wants to stay. I will work hard and he is accompanying me next saturday. Hope can watch real steel and change up with him & prolly meet friends for supper.


I won't forget those times when he isn't in army, he would took bus early in the morning say 7am to my house and sleep with me till 10am and accompany me eat lunch and send me to school and wait for me to end school and fetch me home, and he will took bus home and when I am hungry again he would drive me out for dinner and if I am hungry at 3am he would buy porridge for me and massage my neck and shoulder while I am still mugging.


When I fly, he would called me everyday to my house even there like 15 numbers to typed. He would email me and msg me daily when I am away. When I am coming home, he would go airport to fetch me and bring me for frog dinner.


When I am mad with him, he would wait downstairs my house till I go down.


When I need to collect my lens, my clothes, my facial products, he would go collect for me no matter how far it is.


When I am sick, he would takecare of me and cook porridge for me & I swear I don't mind having high fever anytime because he would use cold towel and put on my back so it could decreased my temperature.


When I have a flea, he would helped me out the whole day and I felt very happy that day because even the environment is very humid and we didn't really eat, he just helped me with no complains (except that he is super angry when I sold my belt cheap).


When I overspend my money, he would always bring money for me.


He told me he just want me to be good, thats all, no more stubborness, no more bad temper, no more rebellous. You know what? I am going to cherish you more & more and overcome this hurdle.


Omg, sorry if I sounded way too mushy and those 13 years old "luRbBE eUx foReber" kinda bullshit. Yes, my language wasn't fantastic, it was horrible, but thats all my thoughts so don't judge.


Hope I can have a simple yet happy saturday. I have so much to talk to you. It sets me thinking and reflecting after this week. I love you, my mr c.


xoxo,
vanny