強勢を置;
放了自己，放了回忆，

拥有过期待也有过等待，放了之后才明白

I FEEL SO FUCKED UP over my schoolwork. Everything is so not smooth for me. Initially meeting beloved fyp peeps but I need to take a retest and then again the online test had been removed super fml. Don't know will have grades anot.


And on my presentation day my group kena humilated for one hour straight, duper fml, and I think my partner ought to die. Caused me to loss my grades, and sorry, now I feel every marks count already, unlike the past I would not even care but now no, I am aiming for higher distinction for every single subjects. And super thanks to him, I need to do double work and grades still kenna affected. Seriously, he should apologised to me but he didnt. This marks the end of our friendship. tykkxbb.

Had a big fight w c and he called me just now to hth talk w me. He bought me milk tea today and collect my contact lens for me. TY btw.


And this week 2 major exams and I had not done with my 1.5k essays. I am super stress and super touchy. I asked mummy not to talk to me because I need to do my work and she said no need work so hard. Yea, the more I need to rock on.



Already seating here for the whole day. I hope my hard work pay off.

I need a wallet badly :C
( i love this 2 designs, soo preety)


Maybe I shall get it once I come back from bkk. I love the leather smell also! Tricia sis bought sth similar to this and the leather smell so nice. For now, I can't afford it.


The nude pink one is like $700 (limited edition)


If I live on $10 per day I need to save for 2 months. seriously cnnt afford.
The black one if I live on $10 per day I need to save for 1 month.


but the thing is with $10 you top up ezlink also ....


So just enjoy the picture! I shall get a cheaper wallet (: Cause Prada is a want not need ^^

Oh btw dad was back home last week. And I always hold his hand don't feel like letting go at all.


Dad brings me to Takashimaya and said:


What present you want? Choose! Dad buy a branded bag for you.


Me: It's alright because last year you bought the gucci bag for me


Dad: You want another Gucci?


Me: Its okay, nvm.


I think I grew up already.


I overheard his convo with his friends. He said no matter how tough his business is, he will work hard for me cause daughter only got one. Instantly felt like crying. Idk why I cried so much recently. I really dk la.


So I went jalan jalan w dad to those designer shops but didnt get anything. I really love my dad. Yada yada he is using money to buy back time he didn't spend with me since young but I dont blame him, really. As long as he comes back and placed me the first place in his heart I am happy already.


I am saying not to haolian or what, but I am really really touched by him. you just wont understand how precious I feel it is have a dad for a few days out of the entire year.


I count my blessings.


Even my mum also not around most of the times. So you won't understand one.


oh well, I need to do my work already :(

IF SOMEBODY SAW THIS PLEASE KINDLY TELL ME WHERE TO GET :C
I can't find in japanese store outlets and I love this!