ストレス@作業; never regret anything because at one time it was exactly what you wanted

"have a nice life"
um who am I kidding?
I hope you get hit by a truck.

Hi guys, how have you all been? I am tied down by school work and I can feel the stress already. Tons of assignments/tutorials/online quiz to be done. On Monday, I promised my partner to discuss about our presentation but I went Chinatown w the rest so didn't managed to get back to school on time.

He still asked me need to help me sign in for tutorial not. Felt so guilty.


& my kimchi friend said if I were to go to Korea, just buy tickets and not to worry about the rest of the things like accomodation/food & everything. & he stayed near SM company. I am tempted to go Holiday there.


So now I have 3 places in mind; korea/goldcoast/hongkong


Need to check outprices, decide on one, and fly next year. I aren't really into shopping now, so I may choose korea or goldcoast. But still I hope to go goldcoast cause of their geographic factors. I need to save hard.


If that clement heng don't want to go with me cause he act hero paying for his own school fees then I shall go myself. You have two choices, that is, either you go with me for rewarding me after this 2 years of fucked up life next year, or never. I take this very seriously.

OMG, can you believe it?
MY BOY WILL BE HAVING ORD in less than a year C:


He turned twenty-one this week and stubborn me didn't have dinner w him caused he made me so pissed off.


& I wanted a breakup. But afterwhich he told me it wasn't worth it at all. deep breathe* must give & take! Initially we are going for supper with 4 other couples tonight BUT dued to the fucked up schedule we need to rescheduled. Seriously, I am super pissed off and can't stop nagging.


I am here waiting for 2 years, and yes I am touchy and grumpy. 2 fucking years C: Just together for a few months and there he goes in for 2 fucking years. So please don't take me for granted because I can choose not to wait, but I still did. The whole situation is so fucking unfair but well, lets not dwell on it cause it won't help improve the situation.


I can wait but don't be a bitch and keep argue with me, you know I won't give face even on your 21st :) Face was so fucking black & even mummy can't cheer me up thou she tried to be more friendly.


Okay, but so far so good, he is still very nice to me. But I hate his gangster temper. Fucking sucks. & he always nagged at me like for god sake, my family don't even do this.


Ah C: Thats why you become like so spoilt and pampered


I don't see his point. I spoiled and pampered my problem, no need you to nag and change me. I won't become who you want me to be. I won't give face when I am pissed, thats the fact. & right now, idk where the hell he had been to. Duty or sleep or shit? Seriously, that pissed me off.


I hope I wake up tmr there will be somebody who brings me for a decent lunch.

I won't marry a stingy man no matter how much he loved me C:

pissed.